Tonight after our friends cooked us all a nice dinner, we listened to music and I felt at ease. I translated the words from Five for Fighting – Superman and The Calling – Wherever You Will Go for them.

When I listen to that song over and over, like I will tonight as I fall asleep, I think of Jackie and I miss her. It usually doesn’t hurt anymore. It’s more like a soothing numbess that I administer periodically when I get happy enough to forget about her, or depressed enough to remember her.

The best part of the evening was watching Smallville with them. Who knew Lana had fans in Spain? The episode we saw is called Obsession. It’s a gooder.